Talking with Myself

2 weeks in Kaunas. already. feels enough. and now what?

days go by meeting old friends, making a tour in bars of Vilnius, digging potatoes in the village, reading and putting all the old stuff in order at my parent’s house. home sweet home.

what I wanna do next? what I did back there? where I wanna work and live? answer is never enough. one morning my mom said ‘you know you could rent yourself a room in Kaunas, no need to move to Vilnius or somewhere else’. logical.

basketball. cannot imagine how i lived half of a year without a single thought about it. anyway it seams that after today’s match it’s over. what are we going to talk about now?

I wander who invented hope. useless thing. though I’m 100% sure I still have 100% of hope. not logical.

last few days had some b-days,  hen parties and so. the most popular topics (after basketball) were all kinds of TV shows, singers and other celebrities, that i know nothing about. later it turns about our prime minister, about crisis and unemployment level, about cold Autumn nights, about who saw who and who did what or that everyone hates facebook. feels like I’m totally not from this planet. there’s probably need to spend 2 more weeks here. or two more years somewhere else.

gonna go shopping tomorrow - running out of candles. good night

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Parašė aurime 2009-09-14 23:11
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